Brenda L McCartney

Thrilling Silence

Thoughts at Dawn

Photographed by Mitzi

Inner monologue

Enigmatic interplay

silhouette…luminosity

Thrilling silence…

Time moves inexorably forward

Thoughts of people come and go

Smiles, sighs, passionate emotions

Yet memories persist – enliven imaginations

Gallant rendezvous

Feelings are mutual in dawn’s first light

In a watercolor display

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Poem Written by Brenda L. McCartney


 


 

Happy New Year!

2012 - A New year

The benediction of the old vaunt an infinite symbolic richness

The new breathes and I feel – “A swollen note of gratitude”

We toast to the melody of life, the pleasures of now

Yesterday dangles, enchants in painterly splendor

Almost in a celebratory play

Life’s lyricism dazzle in coloratura flights

Delightful twists much at our heart

Graceful moments danced – pleasant, calm, correct

We pause …as if plucked from a crown – thankful

Tomorrow we will be happy…we will learn how deep we can love

We will learn to be happy

Living Red like some flower – budding awaiting the bloom of something new.

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Written by Brenda L. McCartney


 

Priceless Impulse

Judy Olsen - sibblings

Photographed by Judy Olsen

The presence of the past…

in a pendulum of priceless impulse

fragrance born in touches of

quiet affection, silent adoration

calm gravity folded in hues

under clear skies

The peaceful rhythm of tender branches

Tapestry of genes nourishing roots

Silhouettes of awareness treasured

The mirror of self reflecting purity

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Poem Written By Brenda L. McCartney


 

Autumn’s Joy

Photgraphed by Judy Olsen

Quiet moments punctuate thoughts

Molding, melting ice pellets

The unsuspected interlocks

Liberty folds in trickles

Purity, color mounts

Sunlight pulls in vortex encounters

The organic fascinates,

…talks with certainty

Luminous with joy

The blue pine of autumn

On Table Top glass

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Written by Brenda L. McCartney


 

New Day New Month

new day new month

Photographed by Judy Olsen

The beauty of existence

Past the illuminations of dreams

Openings precipitated drifted

Fleeting habitable moments

Powerful desires in golden tones

Enough to give back

Awaken, sparkle, a smile

On a new day a new month

Inlaying the essence of autumn

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Poem Written by Brenda L. McCartney

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The Lord of Beginings

New Beginings, Birthdays

Reaching a milestone is an inspiring time. It unleashes so many emotions. Upon reaching a milestone there is an inner peace that comes from the accomplishment. Things that we often take for granted such as simply breathing become more meaningful. It feels like you are on a cusp of a whole new life. It is a time of the year one look at things (signs, symbols) for a new perspective; it presents an opportunity to be motivated. The days leading up to my birthday one symbol or thing that kept coming into my consciousness was the ELEPHANT.

There are three things that happened that made me think of the fact that knowledge is the beginning of many rewarding experiences. I wanted to watch a movie “Water for Elephants” which I did not get a chance to see in the movie theatre.  Happenstance while waiting in a business office for particular documents I came across Conde Nast Traveler and read an article named “the Lord of Beginnings.”

  1. Basically it was a story of a London writer who was at  personal crossroads finds herself scrubbing an elephant and a year later honored the Hindu elephant god Lord Ganesh. Essentially it highlights the importance of Elephant in Hindu religion. No I am not thinking about switching my religion, but in this great sphere of life we can learn something about each other thus respecting one another. However, the interpretation of an elephant according to the article is a remover of obstacles and Lord of Beginnings. The mention of the elephant removing obstacles “clicked” or triggered something within me and  this belief in time will be relevant and will be revealed in varying degrees.
  2. So I made it a point to watch the movie Water for Elephants. In the movie what struck me most was not the love story but the fact that the movie featured a young man who was about to complete his Ivy League education. He was about to take his final exam and was interrupted by the news that his parents was tragically killed. My first thought was could they not allow him the time to complete the exam before delivering such news. Left penniless, homeless he went traveling with a circus and used the knowledge he had gained in his apprenticeship programs and acted as an unlicensed veterinarian (Vet).  He was given a second chance by giving the insurmountable task of training and looking after an elephant. When he first met the elephant and touched her first thing he noticed was her dry skin he said “first thing one notices about a women’s age is her skin” The elephant befriended him and played a major part in his freedom. In the end he went back took the exam and got his license as a Vet.
  3. In addition, I watched on BBC channel the morning of my birthday. A segment featured a father without any formal education who is barely literate,  spends all his efforts paying for his daughter’s education. His reason for this was money will come and go but your education stays with you always.

These three stories highlight that true talent is a gift that is born within. No matter what obstacles are in your way no one can take that gift of knowledge which has been implanted in your life. We are meant to live freely and life is ours to embrace. In this life we can rely on our conscious state, revelations, religious teachings, rituals, symbols and customs to help us along

I had to prepare my daughter’s back pack from last school year due to the new back pack zipper not working after two days of school. I noticed the ELEPHANT on the bag. It drew me in and he ‘bathed me on the serene immediacy of his pleasure”- in a sense – removing my obstacles.

PS. I wrote this blog on the fifth of September and decided I was not going to publish it on my blog. Coincidentally, while browsing through Time Light box pictures of the week I came across a photograph of a man carrying an idol of Hindu elephant headed god Ganesha for immersing it in the Arabian Sea on the fifth day of the 10 day long Ganesh Chaturti festival in Mumbai, India. The festival celebrates the birth of the Hindu god. I can hear my friend whisper as she reads this post “there are no coincidences”

September 5

Celebratory Thoughts

dunebday

Thoughts of a birthday girl

Having just celebrated my birthday it seems as if it is a new year. Can I describe what a new year stirs?

It does not stir desire nor memory but a throbbing of life dancing in my blood. As I face the unknown with carefreeness and freedom, I am truly thankful for what I have received and what I am about to receive.

Dear God

Lord of beginnings, remover of obstacles, as I immerse in your miracle and favor

I am thankful for:

The love of a husband;

The gift of a child;

The present and presence of friends;

The boundless resilience of family;

The whisper of admirers and;

The bounty of many harvest

Amen.


 

Restraint

Image by Tom Grill

Sometimes I have an inescapable obligation to myself to comment or write my thoughts with a pure voice but I choose not you use obvious abusive or crass language. I have always marveled at literary works back when language and speaking was an art rather than just functionary as it is now. No matter how modern our society has become it is considered a social solecism to conduct ourselves in a certain manner. Consequently, rather than putting myself at the risk of speaking with a supercilious voice in the end I express my thoughts poetically, which can be interpreted as memoirs of guises.

Jamaican Raphael Carl Rattray felicitously pen poem “Restraint” expresses this same sentiment; that tells a ‘poignant story of the agony of choice.’

My bottled thoughts

Stopped with caution

Born of learning

Strain now to issue

From sealed lips;

To break free

From civil bonds,

To say

What comes to mind,

Ignoring

Rules  of circumspection

Or the bruised effect,

Upon the hearer

I want to hurt

With words,

Simmered in the cauldron

Of my discontent;

To disgorge

The constrained acid

In my soul;

To have lava flow

From the volcano

Of my mind

But a greater force,

Now intervenes,

The polishing effect

Of tutored words,

The nourishing

In school rooms

Long deserted,

The warm caresses

On a thousand bosoms –

They hug me close,

And leave me

Civilized,

And mute

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Poem Written by Raphael Carl Rattray


 


 

Tebuwnah

Image of T. Burrows

Photograph of  T. Burrows

Basho is a Japanese Poet who practiced a form of poetry called haikai, consisting of linked verses. This is where the familiar term Haiku first developed. A Haiku is the first verse of the linked verses of a Haikai poem. The Haiku is unrhymed phrases of five, seven and five syllables that are meant to capture the essence of nature. Basho learned the craft of poetry from Kigin, a prominent Kyoto poet. He eventually became a recluse, and on his travels relied on the hospitality of temples and fellow poets. Each Haiku portrays the landscapes Basho travels through.  It has been three centuries after Basho’s Narrow Road yet it still speaks to us. Through the words of revered Japanese Poet Matsuo Basho I found and penned my own Haiku; I added a line.


Gladly  I join you

Nurtured by Life!

Leaping unto pages

Written in summer

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Poem Written by Brenda L. McCartney

To A Grandmother with Love

My cousin’s Facebook wall today had a photograph of my grandmother. The images invoked memories of my grandmother’s ritual of blowing me kisses through the phone after ending our telephone conversation; the figure of her looking into my eyes and seeing the simple pleasures of her smile still resonate with me. My blog today celebrates my paternal grandmother on her ninety sixth birthday. The role she had in all our lives and shared with all of us (family, friends, and well -wishers) is palpable. I recall the first time she met my husband the look in her eyes and the salutation ‘my grandson’ as if he had cometh forth from her loins. Today I remember the words, the conversations that my grandmother and I have had over the years publicly or in our private ‘whispering-galleries.’  These times are still clearly heard and held for posterity. I am blessed to have known her.  I can truly savor my thoughts … now with a sweet maturity and authentic tenderness.

The simple pleasures of her smile

In her eyes

Pierced through

Pieced together

Salvaged family moments

Succinct whispers

Atavistic instincts

Enraptured in her beauty

The years weaved her story

Our memories

Memories – our treasured heirloom

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Poem Written by Brenda L. McCartney